Website almost up….

Tori here…..and, WOW! Can I just saw how mixed bag of feelings I find myself today? We’ve been striving towards adoption for just over three months now. While I still feel like we’ve gotten further in three months than we got in the prior five, I’m drained…..I’m hopeful….I’m scared…..I’m excited….I’m dreaming….I’m stressing…..I’m……all over the place.

By the time this is posted, the website will be up and our names will be “out there”. For some reason I felt led to jot down just a few immediate thoughts as I sit here finalizing things and learning how to work a basic website. I hope that it’s out there to help anyone else in my shoes or even someone not in my shoes that just happens to stumble onto our page.

I know our baby is out there somewhere. I know we’ll be parents one day. Right now, though, it feel so far away and so difficult to reach. Will we ever truly get there? Goodness gracious I hope so. The amount of longing I feel is unreal and becomes stronger as the days go on.

As a person who is normally filled with all the words and explanations for how they feel, I find myself somehow lost in the moment and kind of overwhelmed. Here’s to hoping we take another stride towards finding the baby God has in mind for our little family.